I have officially stopped believing in god?

I am a 28 year old latino. I have lived an efed up life. For example My 1996 Honda Accord car was stolen twice within a 4 month period. I am in debt 5,000 dollars and I can t pay it off. I prayed to god and all the saints to help me get a job for my city as a Solid Waste collector and they hired someone else. This was my only chance to have a good life. I have also had nothing but bad things happen to me ever since I can even remember. My family says the same thing that I am plagued with bad luck! I am a hard working extremely intelligent man with a high IQ but things just don t happen for me. I have prayed to god for help, but he is just not there. I don t think god exists because he helps other retarded people who don t deserve it but he does not help me. I am the type of man who does not give up and always moves forward but this time I have given up on god. I now understand that I am meant to live a life of misery and live under gods feet being stepped on by him. He has always kicked me when I am down and will never pick me up. Whatever but god is out of my life!

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