How should I get the car I want?

So I bought a used 2013 CR-Z and I am really in love with it because of the nice exterior,interior, 43 average mpg, and fun to drive hybrid. I also like how not a lot of people know this car, and always bring up the CRX. But I did not know the CRZ came with a 6speed manual transmission. When I searched for one they were all cvt maybe because America is too lazy to drive a manual. Now, I really want it but I am already financing. The dealer offered 13k for a trade in and told me that Honda can supercharge the manual transmission vehicle and boost it to nearly 200hp with minimal effect on mpg averaging 33mpg depending on how I drive but it s probably too expensive. I still owe 15k and I m really stuck between having fun and saving fuel. I found the same car with manual transmission and navigation (which I don t have) that is $15,500. I really ****** up but I really want to drive a manual again and I love this car. Should I just go for it and roll over my financing? Or should I just cry about it? What would you do?

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